Thrill of Life
This is the mail which I posted to my college group.
Hi Group,
There was a line in movie Hitch "Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take. Life is measured by the moments that take our breath away."
Just commenting on the thrills of the life, how many of us are succumbed to the monotonous and routine life ? Are we people bringing enough changes in life? Are there ample spices indeed in our life?
Asking here a big question to all of you, do you had the moments which took your breath away ? or some of us are still waiting for those moments to happen in our life. Lemme tell, for those who had their share of breath taking moments a real applause. You really faced something n lemme tell you it makes you a better human being whether they were happy moments or not.
Mine has been with a lot of changes in the past few months, bruised, attacked, had been a pure soul, had been wid a devil inside me. It had been awsome overall when I look back. Am still struggling to get the track of the things (please stop the curiousities over here), but yeah I am better human being and more honest.
I am having really a few good friends and with them I learned a lot. One of them said to me while we were having some silly philosphical discussions, that why do you think that you lost something in your life? why dont you take it as you have gained also the things which other's haven't.
I concluded while analyzing the happy moments n sorrowful moments (as we distinguish things), that the nature creates balance, kaise bhi...If you get something at the same time you loose something and vice verse. It's just we always consider the gaining part in happiness n losing is really not in our character.
The thrill part, I found thrills in doing the things which are forbidden. This has been intercepted to me since childhood, I try my best to get away from the norms. I enjoyed like hell, I grieved like hell, had multiple scenarios in my mind, still rambling wid a few of them. When I just think its a lot of junk, but it helps in metamorphosis and Goddamn am learning and still learning.
Getting back to the thrill, try living life to the edge, if everything is balanced try creating some imbalances and please do what you have always wanted to do. Life has a lot to offer, and its just one single life. If you can please share your thrills as well. Go for adventure, drink like anything (but maintain capability to leave it anytime), keep multiple gf's bf's ( You should not cheat as well, difficult but thrilling and appaling), whatever. Keep calling people names, keep distubing your colleagues (maintaining balance). Not all of us are capable of bringing disturbance to this nature. Lets try it !
Someone said it right "Life is a series of strange and mysterious things, one minute you think you're up, the next you find you're down"
Keep writing....
Luv
Devil Ashu
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Thursday, September 18, 2008
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Will always be present !
तुम नही तो क्या ? हम उपस्थित है ।
तुम नही तो क्या ? फिर भी अर्पित है ।
हमसे या ख़ुद से भयभीत न हो ।
आज भी हम वही है, जो कभी थे।
तुम सोचो मत की सब परिवर्तित हुआ,
यही होना था बस आभास न हुआ।
समय तब भी था, अब भी है,
आज भी हम वही है, जो कभी थे।
मन से शंका निकल दो,
तुम ध्रिणा ना होगे, तब भी हम है,
जब हम ऋण होंगे, तब तुम होगे।
धीरे धीरे सब कट जायेगा,
थोडी सी पीडा, अवश्य दे जायेगा।
आभास है हमें, हम महत्वपूर्ण है,
तुम्हारे बिना थोड़े से अपूर्ण है।
पूर्ण होना उचित नही,
थोडी से कमी विचित्र ही सही।
अब साथ तो दूँगा नही, इसलिए स्वतंत्र रहो,
मेरे लिए अब और प्रश्न न करो।
लिखित मन तुम्हारे लिए नही, हमारे लिए है,
पर प्रश्न सिर्फ़ मेरे लिए नही।
उत्तर की प्रतीक्षा ना करो, बस अब उन्मुक्त रहो।
मुझे सहानुभूति नही अच्छे विचार चाहिए,
तुम नही तो क्या?
मेरा पूरा संसार है और,
मुझे पूरा की पूरा चाहिए।
तुम नही तो क्या ? हम उपस्थित है ।
तुम नही तो क्या ? फिर भी अर्पित है ।
हमसे या ख़ुद से भयभीत न हो ।
आज भी हम वही है, जो कभी थे।
तुम सोचो मत की सब परिवर्तित हुआ,
यही होना था बस आभास न हुआ।
समय तब भी था, अब भी है,
आज भी हम वही है, जो कभी थे।
मन से शंका निकल दो,
तुम ध्रिणा ना होगे, तब भी हम है,
जब हम ऋण होंगे, तब तुम होगे।
धीरे धीरे सब कट जायेगा,
थोडी सी पीडा, अवश्य दे जायेगा।
आभास है हमें, हम महत्वपूर्ण है,
तुम्हारे बिना थोड़े से अपूर्ण है।
पूर्ण होना उचित नही,
थोडी से कमी विचित्र ही सही।
अब साथ तो दूँगा नही, इसलिए स्वतंत्र रहो,
मेरे लिए अब और प्रश्न न करो।
लिखित मन तुम्हारे लिए नही, हमारे लिए है,
पर प्रश्न सिर्फ़ मेरे लिए नही।
उत्तर की प्रतीक्षा ना करो, बस अब उन्मुक्त रहो।
मुझे सहानुभूति नही अच्छे विचार चाहिए,
तुम नही तो क्या?
मेरा पूरा संसार है और,
मुझे पूरा की पूरा चाहिए।
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Longing for the past.
मस्तिष्क पटल में तुम्ही अंकित हो ।
अब भी मेरे लिए समर्पित हो।
सिर्फ मैंने परिपक्वता का रुप देखा।
तुमने मुझे मगरूर देखा ।
अब भी तुम्हे कभी कभी याद करते है,
उन क्षणों का ध्यान करते है।
कितनी प्रतीक्षा करवाता था मैं,
कितना अपने भाग्य पे इठलाता था मैं।
लाड प्यार को अधिकार सा समझा,
तुम्हारे प्यार को समझ के भी ना समझा ।
क्षण तुम्हारे साथ व्यतीत करने का मन तो था,
पर मस्तिष्क को यकीन दिलाने का बहाना ना था।
उन क्षणों को ध्यान करता हूँ,
आज भी उसी घेरे के इर्द गिर्द अपने को पता हूँ।
निर्भीक मैं कभी था नही,
ह्रदय में रहते हुए भी जिव्हा पे आया ना कभी।
चाहो तो इसे अंहकार समझो,
चाहो तो इसे प्यार समझो।
मस्तिष्क पटल में तुम्ही अंकित हो ।
अब भी मेरे लिए समर्पित हो।
सिर्फ मैंने परिपक्वता का रुप देखा।
तुमने मुझे मगरूर देखा ।
अब भी तुम्हे कभी कभी याद करते है,
उन क्षणों का ध्यान करते है।
कितनी प्रतीक्षा करवाता था मैं,
कितना अपने भाग्य पे इठलाता था मैं।
लाड प्यार को अधिकार सा समझा,
तुम्हारे प्यार को समझ के भी ना समझा ।
क्षण तुम्हारे साथ व्यतीत करने का मन तो था,
पर मस्तिष्क को यकीन दिलाने का बहाना ना था।
उन क्षणों को ध्यान करता हूँ,
आज भी उसी घेरे के इर्द गिर्द अपने को पता हूँ।
निर्भीक मैं कभी था नही,
ह्रदय में रहते हुए भी जिव्हा पे आया ना कभी।
चाहो तो इसे अंहकार समझो,
चाहो तो इसे प्यार समझो।
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Monday, August 27, 2007
Ahankaar Tumhi ho
Hum jab jab darpan dekhe, tab tum dikho,
Hum jab jab saanse le tab tum milo,
Hum pal pal kaatein tum kshan kshan,
Mera ahankaar tum hi ho,
Is hriday ka nirantar pyaar tumhi ho.
Patte girte hamne dekha,
Patjhad to tumse hi seekha,
Sawan barse badal garje,
Rituein badli tum na badle,
Mera ahankaar tum hi ho,
Is hriday ka nirantar pyaar tumhi ho.
Hum jab jab darpan dekhe, tab tum dikho,
Hum jab jab saanse le tab tum milo,
Hum pal pal kaatein tum kshan kshan,
Mera ahankaar tum hi ho,
Is hriday ka nirantar pyaar tumhi ho.
Patte girte hamne dekha,
Patjhad to tumse hi seekha,
Sawan barse badal garje,
Rituein badli tum na badle,
Mera ahankaar tum hi ho,
Is hriday ka nirantar pyaar tumhi ho.
Friday, August 24, 2007
Prem Tumhi ne Kiya?
paristhiti ne patit sa jeevan kar diya,
aviralta se tab mera hriday bhar gaya,
phir bhi kehte ho ki prem tumhi ne kiye,
prastut kiya maine apne mun ko,
tumne bhi maana is jeevan ko,
phir bhi kehte ho ki prem tumhi ne kiye,
kal tak raatein roshan thi, sab mere saath the,
ab din mein saaye tak nahi, sirf kshanbhangur se aaghat hai,
phir bhi kehte ho ki sirf tumhe pyaar hai,
socha milkar baatein hongi, kuch tumse mulakatein hogi,
khali khali hriday se, amrit ki pyaas thi,
phir bhi kehte ho ki sirf tumhe pyaar ki aas thi?
paristhiti ne patit sa jeevan kar diya,
aviralta se tab mera hriday bhar gaya,
phir bhi kehte ho ki prem tumhi ne kiye,
prastut kiya maine apne mun ko,
tumne bhi maana is jeevan ko,
phir bhi kehte ho ki prem tumhi ne kiye,
kal tak raatein roshan thi, sab mere saath the,
ab din mein saaye tak nahi, sirf kshanbhangur se aaghat hai,
phir bhi kehte ho ki sirf tumhe pyaar hai,
socha milkar baatein hongi, kuch tumse mulakatein hogi,
khali khali hriday se, amrit ki pyaas thi,
phir bhi kehte ho ki sirf tumhe pyaar ki aas thi?
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
You Were Mine
There has been a time when everything was mine,
There has been a time when days were not empty,
There has been a time when the morning was mine,
There has been a time when sights were not empty.
The days started betraying me,
Even the nights languished for me,
All stars fell apart,
But they couldn't replace my heart.
The way you have been nice,
We tried for the fire and ice,
The mystery still finds the place in you,
I wish I could displace you.
There has been a deep perception,
You thought to have a negotiation,
All there was in the twilight,
Found no one to the extent of my delight.
There has been a sense of soul long back,
Now the senses are diminishing,
You pray to the almighty,
Never back to the act of flourishing.
For all the reasons I never felt before,
For all the reasons I never shed the tear,
For all the reasons I never had a heart,
For all the reasons finally we set apart.
There has been a time when everything was mine,
There has been a time when days were not empty,
There has been a time when the morning was mine,
There has been a time when sights were not empty.
The days started betraying me,
Even the nights languished for me,
All stars fell apart,
But they couldn't replace my heart.
The way you have been nice,
We tried for the fire and ice,
The mystery still finds the place in you,
I wish I could displace you.
There has been a deep perception,
You thought to have a negotiation,
All there was in the twilight,
Found no one to the extent of my delight.
There has been a sense of soul long back,
Now the senses are diminishing,
You pray to the almighty,
Never back to the act of flourishing.
For all the reasons I never felt before,
For all the reasons I never shed the tear,
For all the reasons I never had a heart,
For all the reasons finally we set apart.
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Saturday, July 15, 2006
Atal Satya
Silsila Chala aa raha hai fursat ka,
Kshan kshan beet rahein hai ulfat mein,
Kal kya kiski firkat hogi,
Jaanein ab meri kya kismat hogi.
Kya rin rin dhan ho paayega,
Jaatein Jaatein lagta hai hriday bhar aayega,
Shayad longo ko har taarf neer dikh raha ho,
Na jaane kyun mujhe yeh vish ka ksheer lag raha hai.
Chandrama badra mein chup gaya hai,
Lagta hai koi apna gum gaya hai,
Chandrama to sadaiv se hi nirvakar hai,
Jaanein kyun mere hriday mein hi andhkar hai.
Cheezein na ho paati aasha ke anuroop,
Lag raha hai ki srishti badal rahi hai apna roop,
Chandrama roshan hone ka prayas kar raha hai,
Mera hriday jaane kya kya kayas kar raha hai.
Baadlon ke hatne ki chanrama aas lagaye baitha hai,
Mera hriday jaane kya kya pyaas lagaye baitha hai.
Tujhe jab shurwat ka ant pata tha,
Us samay tu logo ke liye sant bana hua tha,
Itna daridra to tu bhi nahi ki kuch de na paaye,
Pur woh kya de jiske paas sab kuch hote hue bhi kuch na bach paaye.
Kasht ke aise jhanjhwat mein fans gaya hu,
Ab to lagta hai ki kasht ka ehsaas bhi bhool gaya hu.
Har panchi ka ek ghonsla hota hai,
Par mera is duniya mein koi bhi kyun nahi hota hai.
Yeh andhkaar ki raat kab jaayegi,
Kab is dharti pe surya ki lalima chayegi,
Lagta hai jeevan se fursat ho gayi ho gai hai,
Hurdum dil ko teri jaroorat ho gai hai.
Syaah kothri mein apne ko paata hu,
Phir bhi apne dil ko hansata hu,
Lagta hai jo shuru hua tha uska anjaam ho gaya hai,
Jeevan bhar ke liye dukho ka intezaam ho gaya hai.
Kisi se apne gum baant bhi nahi sakta,
Kisi se thodi khushiyan chaant bhi nahi sakta,
Jaanein kab yeh haiwaan soyega,
Lagta hai duniya mein sab kuch khoyega.
Khel khelte samay hriday majboot tha,
Par is khel ka nirnay atoot tha,
Daanv pe apna sab kuch lagaya,
Par shayad tere haath mein kuch na aaya.
Unsuljhe jeevan ko darpan mein dekhta hai,
khel ko jeetna samaprpan mein samajhta hai.
Haathon ki rekhaye badli nahi ja sakti,
Jeevan ki baahein sameti nahi jaa sakti.
Kya kuch ho paayega asha ke anukool,
hriday sab kuch jaata hai bhool bhool,
Agni prajjwalit ho rahi hai yagya ke liye,
dheron prashn mere paas hai hul karne ke liye.
Itne door nikal gaye hai ki ab laut bhi nahi sakta,
Mun ke udgar kisi se baant bhi nahi sakta,
Atal satya lagta hai ab hamesha yaadon mein rahega,
Kabhi socha na tha ki jhooth bhi atal satya banega.
Silsila Chala aa raha hai fursat ka,
Kshan kshan beet rahein hai ulfat mein,
Kal kya kiski firkat hogi,
Jaanein ab meri kya kismat hogi.
Kya rin rin dhan ho paayega,
Jaatein Jaatein lagta hai hriday bhar aayega,
Shayad longo ko har taarf neer dikh raha ho,
Na jaane kyun mujhe yeh vish ka ksheer lag raha hai.
Chandrama badra mein chup gaya hai,
Lagta hai koi apna gum gaya hai,
Chandrama to sadaiv se hi nirvakar hai,
Jaanein kyun mere hriday mein hi andhkar hai.
Cheezein na ho paati aasha ke anuroop,
Lag raha hai ki srishti badal rahi hai apna roop,
Chandrama roshan hone ka prayas kar raha hai,
Mera hriday jaane kya kya kayas kar raha hai.
Baadlon ke hatne ki chanrama aas lagaye baitha hai,
Mera hriday jaane kya kya pyaas lagaye baitha hai.
Tujhe jab shurwat ka ant pata tha,
Us samay tu logo ke liye sant bana hua tha,
Itna daridra to tu bhi nahi ki kuch de na paaye,
Pur woh kya de jiske paas sab kuch hote hue bhi kuch na bach paaye.
Kasht ke aise jhanjhwat mein fans gaya hu,
Ab to lagta hai ki kasht ka ehsaas bhi bhool gaya hu.
Har panchi ka ek ghonsla hota hai,
Par mera is duniya mein koi bhi kyun nahi hota hai.
Yeh andhkaar ki raat kab jaayegi,
Kab is dharti pe surya ki lalima chayegi,
Lagta hai jeevan se fursat ho gayi ho gai hai,
Hurdum dil ko teri jaroorat ho gai hai.
Syaah kothri mein apne ko paata hu,
Phir bhi apne dil ko hansata hu,
Lagta hai jo shuru hua tha uska anjaam ho gaya hai,
Jeevan bhar ke liye dukho ka intezaam ho gaya hai.
Kisi se apne gum baant bhi nahi sakta,
Kisi se thodi khushiyan chaant bhi nahi sakta,
Jaanein kab yeh haiwaan soyega,
Lagta hai duniya mein sab kuch khoyega.
Khel khelte samay hriday majboot tha,
Par is khel ka nirnay atoot tha,
Daanv pe apna sab kuch lagaya,
Par shayad tere haath mein kuch na aaya.
Unsuljhe jeevan ko darpan mein dekhta hai,
khel ko jeetna samaprpan mein samajhta hai.
Haathon ki rekhaye badli nahi ja sakti,
Jeevan ki baahein sameti nahi jaa sakti.
Kya kuch ho paayega asha ke anukool,
hriday sab kuch jaata hai bhool bhool,
Agni prajjwalit ho rahi hai yagya ke liye,
dheron prashn mere paas hai hul karne ke liye.
Itne door nikal gaye hai ki ab laut bhi nahi sakta,
Mun ke udgar kisi se baant bhi nahi sakta,
Atal satya lagta hai ab hamesha yaadon mein rahega,
Kabhi socha na tha ki jhooth bhi atal satya banega.
PAAP
Paap Kar sako to kar lo,
Jeet sako to jeet lo,
Jo kuch mutthi mein sama paayega,
Pur kya yeh insaan roshni pakad paayega.
Paap ka badha hua hai maan,
Shayad isi mein main samajhta hu apni shaan,
Chul karna kya paap hai?
Agar vyakti ka hriday saaf hai.
chul karke kab tak jaa payoge?
Kitna bhoj apne seene pe uthaoge?
Raat syaah hone lagi hai,
Waqt theharne laga hai,
Udgar sheetal ho gaye hai,
Hriday bheedne laga hai,
Aansoo dene lage hai lakaar,
Kab paoge apne mun se paar.
Khud se hi pyaar karte rehte ho,
Duniya ko bejaar kehta rehte ho,
Kya kabhi vedna prasfutit hogi,
Haan par shayad tab tak der ho chuki hogi...........
Jeet sako to jeet lo,
Jo kuch mutthi mein sama paayega,
Pur kya yeh insaan roshni pakad paayega.
Paap ka badha hua hai maan,
Shayad isi mein main samajhta hu apni shaan,
Chul karna kya paap hai?
Agar vyakti ka hriday saaf hai.
chul karke kab tak jaa payoge?
Kitna bhoj apne seene pe uthaoge?
Raat syaah hone lagi hai,
Waqt theharne laga hai,
Udgar sheetal ho gaye hai,
Hriday bheedne laga hai,
Aansoo dene lage hai lakaar,
Kab paoge apne mun se paar.
Khud se hi pyaar karte rehte ho,
Duniya ko bejaar kehta rehte ho,
Kya kabhi vedna prasfutit hogi,
Haan par shayad tab tak der ho chuki hogi...........
Raahi Na Honge
Yaad aati rehti hai teri in kashish bhari raaton mein,
Pata nahi kya hai teri in muskaton baaton mein,
Chahta hu yeh hriday arpit karna tere haathon mein,
Bus chale to beecha do yeh phool teri raahon mein.
Nirjal jharna behta rehta aviral in raaton mein,
Ashru purnit hriday pukar pukar kehta,
Ki tum kya mere kabhi na hoge?
Kya hurdum raah par shool hi honge?
Ishwar ki baatein to karna bemaani ho gaya,
Shayad ishwar bhi sochta hoga ki yeh srishti kyun sazai,
In logon ke jeene ki raah dushkar kyun banai,
Agar har vastu asaani se mil jaaye to mulya kya samjhoge,
Vippattiyon mein padkar hi kum se kum ishwar ki yaad to karoge.
Kum pal hi kyun hote sadaiv khushiyon ke,
Kyun virah vedna hoti hai is jeevan mein,
In prashno ka uttar main na jaan paaya,
Asatya ko satya se bhed na paaya,
Dikhta hai ghanghor andhkar,
Kehta ye baar baar ye mun ahankar,
Jald hi duniya badlegi,
Sab wapas lautenge,
Hriday khushiyon ki baatein karenge,
Saari raahein hongi asaan,
Bus raah par chalne ke liye raahi na honge....................
Bus raah par chalne ke liye raahi na honge....................
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Din Bhar Chalta Rehta Hu
Din bhar chalta rehta hu main,
Din bhar chalta rehta hu.............
Main ruk ruk saanse leta hu,
Pal pal nischay karta hu,
Nirjiv to kuch bhi na tha,
Phir bhi aahein bharta hu.
Sabko samajh gaya tha main,
Kuch bhi rok saka na main,
halahal gatak gaya hu main,
phir bhi vichran karta hu.
Kankar ko patthar samjha,
patthar ko samjha main phool,
Sab kuch bikhar gaya kyun hai?
Kyun ho gai mujhse aisi bhool.
Suna suna sab kuch hai,
Par har taraf mera kuch hai,
Sab kuch boojh gaya tha main,
Phir bhi uljhan rakhta hu.
Badra kariya kariya hai,
Chanda bhi to neela hai,
Taarein jhilmil dekh na paaya main,
Phir bhi roshni takta hu.
Din bhar chalta rehta hu main,
Din bhar chalta rehta hu.
Jaane kab bhatkan hogi door,
Raatein kab roshan hogi bharpoor.
Ret ke teele pe tha baitha,
Marusthal ko apna samajh baitha,
Mutthi se to ret fisal gai,
Ab main taarein binta hu,
Ab main taarein binta hu.
Din Bhar Chalta rehta hu main,
Din bhar chalta rehta hu.
Din bhar chalta rehta hu main,
Din bhar chalta rehta hu.............
Main ruk ruk saanse leta hu,
Pal pal nischay karta hu,
Nirjiv to kuch bhi na tha,
Phir bhi aahein bharta hu.
Sabko samajh gaya tha main,
Kuch bhi rok saka na main,
halahal gatak gaya hu main,
phir bhi vichran karta hu.
Kankar ko patthar samjha,
patthar ko samjha main phool,
Sab kuch bikhar gaya kyun hai?
Kyun ho gai mujhse aisi bhool.
Suna suna sab kuch hai,
Par har taraf mera kuch hai,
Sab kuch boojh gaya tha main,
Phir bhi uljhan rakhta hu.
Badra kariya kariya hai,
Chanda bhi to neela hai,
Taarein jhilmil dekh na paaya main,
Phir bhi roshni takta hu.
Din bhar chalta rehta hu main,
Din bhar chalta rehta hu.
Jaane kab bhatkan hogi door,
Raatein kab roshan hogi bharpoor.
Ret ke teele pe tha baitha,
Marusthal ko apna samajh baitha,
Mutthi se to ret fisal gai,
Ab main taarein binta hu,
Ab main taarein binta hu.
Din Bhar Chalta rehta hu main,
Din bhar chalta rehta hu.
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